Tuesday, April 1, 2014

6 Months old today!

Happy 6 months old today to my beautiful baby boys!  Henry slept through the night last night (woohoo!) and Jameson woke up around 1:30 and 5:30am - the second time resulted in Raechel sleeping on the recliner with Jameson to keep him asleep til 7:30.  We are looking forward to Jameson sleeping through the night again. We are so close to having both boys sleeping through the night!

The swelling and fussiness continues to improve. Tomorrow marks one week from Jameson's surgery and it is truly remarkable how quickly little ones recover.

Happy babies - they were smaller than the stuffed animals at birth

Jameson is so happy to be with brother


Jameson


Henry

A little morning tummy time

Sunday, March 30, 2014

Home

The transition back home was harder than we expected.  Jameson had a difficult time sleeping through the night.  Raechel spent part of the night sleeping with him in the glider.  Then we spent most of the day trying to get him comfortable as the swelling has shifted dramatically to the back of his head, making it difficult to set him into any chairs or lie on his back.  We are so glad to be reunited with brother Henry and Frank & Lucy - but they aren't as much attention as we would like to give them.  From reading other blogs, it appears most families have trouble the first few days home, but their baby is back to normal by 2 weeks. 10 more days.... 

Brothers: Henry (left) and Jameson (right)

Henry, Frank and Lucy

This chair with the neck pillow was the perfect solution for a little bit


Happy to be home

Saturday, March 29, 2014

Road to Home!

Jameson looks like himself today! Had a great night last night and doctors said if he continues to have a great morning, then we potentially could be discharged this afternoon. (Skip the pediatric acute floor and be discharged directly from the ICU)

Little man is a little irritable this morning, but I think he is just tired of being in the ICU.  The neurosurgeon also took his surgical beanie and gause off today! If you are interested in seeing his incision, click here.  They did such a great job with the incision - you can't see it in pictures! 

Much better spirits 36 hours later

Sitting on Grandma's lap


10am update: we have approval for discharge! Just a few more hours. What a difference a day makes 

Smiles and giggles from Jameson - most of the swelling in the face is gone

1pm update - released! Feels great to be disconnected from the machines and on our way home. Quick rest at the hotel before we hit the road! 

Happy mama!

Resting in the hotel before the long drive home



Friday, March 28, 2014

Recovery: Swelling

The swelling hopefully reached its peak this morning. Jameson's eyes are mostly swollen shut, though he can open his left eye just a sliver. You can also see he has more swelling on the right side of his face. He is very frustrated when awake - rightly so! 


Jameson is currently only on Tylenol and managing his pain like a champ. Experienced an apnea and a couple self-resolved O2 drops over the night, which concerns the nurses. Fingers crossed we can move out of the ICU soon so Jameson can sleep in peace and without all the alarms. 


10am update - got a smile from my sweet baby James; first smile since we parted ways Wednesday morning 

 

Noon update - spent a little time playing with his favorite toy, though had trouble grasping it with only one hand.  Jameson sat on my lap for a bit while the nurse changed his sheets.  He can barely see, but it was enough to interest him and give the nurse a smile and giggle. On the downside, the attending physician wants to see Jameson in the PICU for another 24 hours on apnea watch 


Thursday, March 27, 2014

Recovery: Day 1

Overnight Jameson was given two doses of pain medication that affected his breathing causing desats and bradys - terms we never wanted to hear again after the NICU. Bag masks were required to bring his O2 levels back up and they administered a drug to reverse the pain meds. Jameson was given a nasal cannula to help stabilize him.

Once we arrived at the hospital Jameson was fussy and in a lot of pain. He was on Tylenol and they were looking into other options. Raechel tried to hold him for the first time since surgery and Jameson was not comfortable. So he was put back to bed. Eventually a new drug was given via IV and he fell back asleep.


Sweet baby boy was not looking happy this morning

Mid day Jameson finally took a bottle for us! It brought us so much job to see a little life in him. After his feeding, he slept much more peacefully. Even Dave got a nap in.

Taking a bottle for mom! 

On nasal cannula, eyes are starting to swell

Our space in the PICU

Dave trying to take a power nap

Nasal cannula was removed in the afternoon. And his color looked great after a blood transfusion. Looking forward to getting some of these tubes removed and moving out of the ICU. 

Resting well after some Tylenol

Wednesday, March 26, 2014

Day of Surgery

We arrived two days prior to surgery to get settled in a hotel and meet with the neurology team (surgeons, anesthesiologists, nurses, and assistants).  The staff here made us feel comfortable with the surgery ahead.  Encouraged us to get lots of rest for now and that they would take amazing care of our baby boy.

Happy baby morning of surgery


Playing with his toes


We set our alarms at 5am to feed Jameson one last bottle of milk before surgery. Because of the anesthesia  ahead, we can't feed Jameson milk 4 hours before. We arrived at the hospital early and they took us back right away to check vitals and gown up. Unfortunately they unexpectedly hit capacity in the PICU, so surgery start time was delayed until a bed was available for post-surgery.  A little over an hour from the original surgery time, we parted with Jameson and was escorted to the waiting room.

In the waiting room with mama

In his hospital gown

Waiting for surgery to start

Love this beautiful face

The waiting room included a monitor with updates on the surgery - admitted into surgery, surgery started, and moved to PICU. We also got updates from the nurses.

After 2 hours Dr Edwards met us in the waiting room to let us know surgery went great and we could see him once he was settled in the PICU. Jameson was placed  in the back corner of the PICU. While the monitors and wires all looked familiar from our NICU experience, we were surprised by how loud the PICU was: more alarms and people. Jameson was slightly awake, disoriented, and very fussy when we approached him. We tried our best to help calm him by touching his chest and singing to him. But it was so much harder than expected. Additional pain meds were administered and he fell asleep. After a couple hours, we snuck out to grab dinner. He was still asleep after dinner, so we were encouraged to head back to the hotel and grab a good night of sleep. (This was also our first night of sleep without babies since we brought them home) 

After surgery - minor swelling

Profile shot after surgery

Before and after: too soon to tell

Monday, March 24, 2014

Craniosynostosis defined

Craniosynostosis is a birth defect that causes one or more sutures on a baby's head to close earlier than normal.  In Jameson's case, his saggital suture closed prematurely not allowing his head to grow wide; thus creating a narrow bullet shaped head as his brain is growing. 

Jameson's Sagittarius suture is closed

Jameson's profile before surgery 


Top view



Sweet baby James


There are a number of different names that the condition gets referred as, most of which I have to Google to get close on the spelling, but scaphocephaly, sagittal craniosynostosis, etc., but basically it’s a premature fusing of the skull plates that doesn’t permit the brain to grow in the standard direction (the brain is pressing the skull forward/back instead of out/round).  

We didn’t realize it before, but it happens in utero (no specific known cause).  They find it frequently happens with large babies or multiples, so they suspect it may just be a matter of uterine space that creates pressure on the head that pushes the skull plates together.

The procedure involves removing a portion of the skull where the fusing has taken place and then “barreling” the skull to widen it.  Immediately after the surgery, the head/skull will look wider.  Then they largely let nature take its course in terms of the brain growth creating the proper pressure to keep the skull in the new normalized shape (just as an example, a baby’s brain at birth is only ~25% of its adult size vs 80% the final size at age 3).  The incision is a Z shape in the top/back of the head, and they were confident that once his hair grows in that it wouldn’t be obvious to the eye unless he shaved his head.

While it’s somewhat common and relatively routine to correct as far as head surgeries go, Dr. Edwards made it clear that any time an infant is going under general anesthesia and/or receiving a blood transfusion, it’s not to be taken lightly.  He actually said the most important part is making sure that there is a great anesthesiologist during the surgery.  They have a permanent pediatric anesthesiologist team, a definite plus for expertise.  There are risks involved, the most common issue being making sure the wound heals well and cleanly.  The comforting thing is he estimated he’s done around 1,000 of these and never had a serious complication.  He had one where the skull re-fused, but that was in a younger baby aged 1 month and they suspect that their healing process is so rapid that the cause was just that.  In that case, they had to do a second surgery to reopen the sutures again.

To that point, Jameson’s age is pretty ideal for the surgery.  He isn’t too young where re-fusing is a high risk and he isn’t too old where he would be mobile and at risk of bumping his head during daily life.

The recovery is longer than what we heard earlier:  Jameson would likely spend 1-2 days in the Pediatric ICU, then be transferred to a more standard hospital room for monitoring for ~3-4 days.  One side effect is that most kids have some swelling to the point where their eyes are swollen shut by the third day after the surgery.  They said that kids are generally comfortable the first few days as they are on pain meds, and hearing/smelling parents is soothing for them.  Hopefully a week after the surgery, he is well on his way to being back to a normal infant

Longer-term, they say there are no limitations on their activities (e.g. sports).  No helmet is required post-surgery.  We would go back for a checkup after a month and then every three months or so for a couple of years to make sure things are progressing properly.

After getting a couple opinions, we elected for surgery at Lucille Packards Children's hospital at Stanford to correct the closed suture. Surgery is scheduled for Tues March 26. We will arrive two days early for pre-op appointments with the neurology team and blood work.